The Curse

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

The Curse

for those of you who do not know, my sisters are i are officially cursed.
the priest died the day before my wedding.
the judge who married my oldest sister died the month after her wedding.
and this past friday night the priest who was set to marry my little sister, had a heart attack.

i have no idea what has caused this curse.
why we have it.
how to get rid of it.
when it will stop.
or the answer to any of the other questions that might be out there.
but i hate it.
i cried and cried and cried on friday night when i found out.
i was convinced that this was all my fault.
if i wouldn't have gotten married it wouldn't have started.
that i knew i was too young and that it wasn't the best idea.
that i knew i was only doing it because i was pregnant.
and really questioning if this was right.
and since i made the decision i made, we were now cursed.
trust me when i say, i do not cry a lot.
and yes, there was so alcohol involved, but i had crocodile tears.
there were even jokes thrown around about one sister not signing lacie's marriage license because she was back luck and there's been enough bad luck.
so when the comments just kept coming in.
the emotions could not stop.

at this point i am a nervous wreck.
i feel that this small thought is in the back of everyone's head now as jon and i come closer to our date.
and i am freaking.

like considering going to see a card reader or something.
just so i can see what the hell is going on.

i am praying and praying and praying that it's just the first round.
and that this curse is over.
and i ask that you all do the same as well.


Shannon Snodgrass said...

aww, Cassie ;( Jon is the key, he is the one that was meant to be! You've both known this in your heart from the beginning. Marrying your best friend, your partner, your love, it is part of God's plan. Praying for you sweet girl. Everything is going to be okay. Believe in your heart, in your mind and in your soul <3 XOXO

Anonymous said...

When you sent that text I had vaguely remembered something similar had happened to the priest that was suppose to marry you and Josh. I was telling Andy and said I'm pretty sure this same thing happened at Cassie's wedding.

Don't fill your mind with worry! Your wedding will be perfect & you get the same end result regardless of a curse or not. You get to marry your best friend! You two together are stronger than any curse.